My Birthday

I can’t believe I am 38 today! I have no clue how that happened! Where did my life go??? LOL! Well I don’t feel old and I know I’m not so I will not dwell on it.  At least I hope I don’t :)  Despite the age thing today was a great day.  I went to my classes and enjoyed them.  Later I went with my family to Applebee’s for dinner.  I LOVE their steaks! I even got a free dessert, not that I need it but it was good anyway.  Besides calories don’t count on your birthday, everyone knows that! LOL! Of course when I weigh-in at Weight Watchers on Thursday I will wish I hadn’t thought that way tonight, hehehe.  Hannah and Joey got me some cute Hello Kitty things for my birthday.  Too adorable!  Also I got a lot of birthday wishes on Facebook that really made my day.  So all in all this was a good day!

Another Weigh-In Day

Well I lost 1.6 lbs. this week for a total of 7.8 in two weeks.  Not too shabby :) I really wish for all this to  happen faster since I am not getting any younger! LOL! But I know slower is healthier and longer lasting so I will keep at it.  I pray God He works a miracle and helps me not have tons of hanging skin when I have lost most of the weight.  That is truly a fear of mine.  But it sure isn’t worth keeping the weight on just so that doesn’t  happen.

Once again I am not looking forward to having to go to classes tomorrow but I WILL go and I know it will be ok.  I will be looking forward to it before I know it.

Fall Semester Starts!

I was feeling very excited about it, but today I felt like my heart wasn’t totally into it.  I suppose it could have just been an off day and things will change.  Regardless, I am going to plow on and do what I need to!  Challenging myself might be good for me :)

Weight Watchers wise I had a setback yesterday :( I gave into my craving for Papa John’s pizza and chicken strips.  Granted I counted it all as best I could so that is a good thing, but all in all I wish I hadn’t given in.  There were 4 pieces left and I ate two tonight for dinner and threw the other two away.  No more temptation!

Weigh-In Day

I lost 6.2 lbs. this week! WOW! I am totally in shock at that.  I thought maybe a few pounds but not that many! LOL! I feel like I can keep doing this even though I know that in a week or two I won’t be losing as much each week.  I just want to keep developing good habits.

I need to head to bed soon so I will write more later.

I Surprised Myself!

I had the chance to go out to eat tonight but I didn’t plan for that so I didn’t have enough points left on Weight Watchers for the day and I decided to stick to what I did plan to have.  That is something I would have never done in the past.  In a way I felt good about it because I stuck to what I believed was right and that was encouraging.

There is more I would write but I am so tired right now that I could fall asleep right here! LOL!

My Thinking Is Changing!

I used to think of dieting as restriction – don’t eat this, don’t eat that – but I am beginning to change that way of thinking.  With Weight Watchers it is not cheating to eat something you like if you count the points for it and that is what I did when having Wendy’s for dinner tonight.  So I got to have what I wanted and not feel guilty about it.  I am beginning to think that this may be liberating for me, LOL!

I think part of my wanting to eat what I did tonight was because I have to have a CT scan of my head and sinuses tomorrow due to these headaches I have been getting.  I am nervous about it, but not overly so.  I will keep whoever is reading this thing  updated on that :)

Three Days And Counting

Ok, once again I tracked everything I ate! WOW! This Weight Watchers thing may work out for me this time! Lord help me to stay focused :)  I am just trying to focus on the small goals for now.  At least that is getting easier for me than in the past.  I was watching Ruby tonight and I have only recently gotten the Style channel so I just started watching it, what an inspiration she is! If her and others with tremendous amounts of weight to lose can do it, so can I!

We have been without hot water for about two days because we smelled a gas leak and the gas company came out and found the trouble and it was the hot water tank so he shut off the gas until we got it fixed.  My brother-in-law fixed it today so we are good to go now.  Life is always an adventure :)

Success For Today Too!

I took each meal today as it came and decided not to stress about it.  It worked!! LOL! Imagine that! I was babysitting my sister’s kids today and that usually can mean eating on the run, but I counted everything I ate according to plan.  When my sister came home from work we all went out to dinner and I planned what I was going to have in advance and stuck to it.  It felt good to finish a meal and be satisfied and NOT have to feel guilty about what I ate! I have a feeling that this time at Weight Watchers will be different.  I no longer see eating something that I would normally say I shouldn’t as a failure.  I just count the points for it and if I have to dip into my extra points allowance for the week to account for it then I do.  That is what they are there for anyway :) I know anyone reading this that knows nothing about Weight Watchers will not know what I am talking about and may not even care, but I hope I can encourage someone or at least keep myself accountable.

So all in all it was a good day for me and I celebrate those.  And that includes mainly the time spent with my niece and nephew and the rest of my family. 

The Journey Begins. . . Again!

I rejoined Weight Watchers for the umpteenth time last night. I guess it is true what they say: if at first you don't succeed, try, try again. My sister goes too so that is helpful. I am definitely afraid of failure again, meaning I will just give up and quit, like I have so many times in the past but I am really hoping not to this time. I just need to keep reminding myself to take it one day at a time, actually even one meal at a time, and not worry about how long it will take to lose all this weight.  My first day did not go so bad today though.  I stuck to the basics of the plan and tracked everything I ate and counted the points.  I will celebrate the small victories :)

On the downside we have gas leak in the backroom of the house.  The gas company shut off the gas and my brother-in-law is supposed to fix it tomorrow – please God! After that I guess the gas company will check it out.